Loving Him Ain't Easy

So here's another one, people. This time, it's for "Leaving Home Ain't Easy", and it's much more melancholic than the last one, and gives you an even greater idea of the misery this obsession puts me in all the time. =]

Loving Him Ain't Easy

Like a widowed bride

I drown in my despair

Cuz the man I adore

Has gone on his way

I may seem so lame

To a man with such fame

But my heart still aches

And I'm dressed in black

Please something distract

Me from this endless shame

He can see in my eyes

He can see through my tears

I'm not just a fan

And yes, I know it's cliche

Though there's so much to lose

I want him instead

I want my heart to be his home

Ohh but it is

Loving him ain't easy

Oh I never thought it would be easy

But I don't feel alone

Oh I know the whole thing may be whack

Loving him ain't easy

But his heart it is my home

Sway with me my love let's sway

Play my love let's play my love

Tonight, my love

Ohh loving him ain't easy

I think I will go on believing
But I don't feel alone
He's done so much, I'll give him that
Loving him ain't necessary
He's gone on his way
Loving him ain't easy
But I know he's gone away